I don’t know What to feel. Been trying to Have a child for years Yet my own sister is currently carrying one I feel so conflicted Feelings of jealous Feelings of happiness Feelings of confusion Feelings of being angry at my own body not doing what it is suppose to do. I feel so empty…

Just empty words of remi So tired Eyes feel so heavy with the lack of sleep Body hurts The dates are wrong The cramps are cramps The dull ache hurts So much The cramps hurt so much Just a reminder of What should have been What should have been growing there The empty womb That…